is reality all in the mind? what i see "happening", is it just a hallucination? If so, then how do i force the hallucinations out instead of them just coming? Does "real" mean "real" or does it mean "fake"? What are words? they don't exist. these don't exist. thedoxist. what is existence? existence doesn't exist except in the mind, except for in human consciousness. so, if all life capable of thought were to expire, would there be anything left? would the earth and planets and universe still be? even if it were, nothing and no one would know, and if there is no purpose for it may sa well just not exist, right? do you have to have some sort of purpose to exist? and, because you exist, does that automatically mean you have some sort of purpose? until i am able to answer these and many more questions and "philosophical" theories i have i guess i'll just go on drifting in this...place i guess is the word. but it's all pretty much for nothing anyway right? EVERYTHING that comes into life dies in the end. Is that our purpose? to die? well if so then why is it not in our natural nature to kill ourselves and everyone around us so thet we can fulfill our "purpose"? why is death the thing that is so widely feared? Or are we just here solely for the purpose of humoring some higher power? Are we really just marionettes attatched to the string of some might force? UUUUUUUGH i'm gonna go bash my face into a cement wall now, see ya.